October 07, 2005 - 5:52 pm

everyone else has done these things, so i think i will too, because, it's not like i could get anymore self invovled.

100 things about me!

1. i am increasingly alarmed about the time that is passing by. the years are starting to fly.

2. i hate my job. oh god, do i hate it.

3. i'm a a compulsive spender. i go crazy sometimes, come home, and feel ill.

4. i, like most people, hate having my picture taken. it's because then, i realize how ugly i am.

5. i'm eating porridge RIGHT NOW.

6. and i'm thinking, 100 things is going to take me fucking forever.

7. i love looking at pictures of other people.

8. from my dad, i got his nose, temper and teeth. when i'm angry, i look like my dad.

9. from my mum, i got my eyes and my smile and crazy paranoia. when i'm happy, i look like my mum.

10. i hate touching cottonballs. that squeaky weird sensation... ughhhhh.

11. i have the same thing with having material (especially cotton) between my teeth. it's nails across the blackboard kind of feeling.

12. i've never felt peer pressure to do the wrong things. i'm generally the person applying the pressure.

13. my hair has been long all my life. i kept it waist length for a very, very long time. it's now just past my shoulders, but i think i might look better with short hair... i just can't bring myself to cut it.

14. i love wham. i love them because my mum played the tapes in our car when i was young. 'last christmas' has been one of my favorite songs since i was about 8. i still LOVE it.

15. i think i'm boring.

16. i'm a big attention whore though.

17. i generally have no problem standing up in front of a group of people that i don't know and acting something out.

18. but i wouldn't be able to converse with any of those people. i would be a mute.

19. i obsess over lyrics. i scrawl them everywhere.

20. i also write down bits and pieces from conversations.

21. i have a huge crush on paul mcdermott.

22. 22 is my favorite number.

23. i'm on the cusp of my star signs, which means i get to read both and pick which one i like more.

24. i am horrified every time i hear what year someone is born when they're younger than me. like, 1989? oh my god.

25. i want to dye my hair bright blonde and bright pink.

26. i don't know how i left scott so many times. i don't know how i coped with those months in between.

27. i'm still a wee bit embarrassed every time i have to explain that we met on the internet.

28. i am very short sighted. i can only see about 15cm in front of my face before everything gets blurry.

29. i was raised catholic, but don't practice.

30. i have two half sisters and two half brothers. i never see the brothers, nor one of the sisters. they are on my dad's side.

31. i don't talk to my dad. i sometimes think i should, but then i think of what a dick he is, and what a fucking waste of time it would be, so i never do.

32. my mum and i get along really well now that we don't live together. thank god.

33. i love crunching sounds. gravel under sneakers, etc.

34. my favorite food is gnocchi with bolognaise sauce.

35. i make a copy of mum's lasagna, which is actually really good.

36. i procrastinate more and more the older i get.

37. i am a bit of a chocolate fiend.

38. i am addicted to the mtv show laguna beach. i love it hardcore. kristin, especially.

39. i am probably the worst friend ever.

40. i work in customer service. and i hate people. the irony.

41. my favorite fruit is raspberries, then cantelope.

42. i have a big, chunky, red wallet. i dig it.

43. my favorite sleeping position used to be on my stomach before i hurt my neck, and now i can't sleep that way anymore because the physio yells at me.

44. i am still traumatized by getting rear ended on my 21st birthday. especially since the car drove off.

45. i have crooked teeth.

46. my eyes are lovely green, my lashes are long, and they are both hidden behind grimy glasses.

47. i love the internet. i love how much information there is on crap that i like.

48. i think my voice is nasal and ugly.

49. it's taken me 12 days to reach 49 things about myself, and that indicates that i suck.

50. i used to have delusions about becoming a writer.

51. not so much now, i don't even write anymore.

52. but i might have secret fantasies about writing still.

53. i have a higher than average sex drive. i'm a big fan of sex with my husband.

54. i still get crushes on boys, despite being married.

55. i have an extremely sick fascination with hearing about scott's ex girlfriend sara. it makes me feel sick to my stomach, but i love hearing the details at the same time.

56. i enjoy diaryland a lot.

57. i wonder if people are actually going to read this shit.

58. my team in AFL is the melbourne demons. go dees!

59. sport takes too much effort to follow, so i never really know if my teams are winning or losing.

60. i love it when john and i are laughing so hard that i can't breathe.

61. i do drugs. i like 'em.

62. i might have to slow down a bit on them, i've spent over $400 on them since september.

63. i think the only downside has been that my memory is starting to suck.

64. i managed to get scott to go from a pack of cigarettes a day to a pack a month.

65. i'm scared he's going to die of lung cancer.

66. gucci rush is my favorite perfume.

67. i've been trying to find another perfume, so i don't suck through my gucci.

68. jimmy eat world rocks my pants. "if you don't, don't" still makes me gasp, "god, i love this song!"

69. i never got the appeal of laughing at the number 69.

70. my grandpa taught me how to play cribbage. he was pretty awesome.

71. i am not a touchy person. i only like touching really with scott.

72. i don't want kids. the responsibility alone is frightening. also? i fucking hate kids.

73. i'm a people watcher.

74. christopher pike was my favorite author when i was young.

75. not sure who my favorite author is now, but i still love to read.

76. harry potter is probably one of my favorite series.

77. fred & george are my favorite characters.

78. unfortuantely, i have big boobs.

79. my husband has more morals than i do.

80. i get my legs waxed. i've had a brazilian done a few times. my ankles hurt the most out of everything.

81. i don't sleep very well in our current place, because the room lights up as soon as the sun comes up.

82. i'm a huge fan of above & beyond. trance music is actually my favorite thing to listen to when i'm pilling.

83. scott has introduced over half of my favorite bands to me.

84. i'm petrified that one day, he's going to realize i'm not really worth being with.

85. i have trouble wearing thongs (flip flops) on my feet. i always end up kicking one off when i'm walking.

86. i don't have a lot of friends. i have a group, that i love, and after that i struggle to make any new friends.

87. i love smart asses. it's my weakness.

88. my favorite tv shows are: arrested development, scrubs, dead like me, lost, survivor, nip/tuck, sopranos, america's next top model & laguna beach. some of these are clever, others are guilty pleasures.

89. my hands are still super soft.

90. i'm wearing a rubber band, like the lance armstrong 'live strong' bracelet, but mine says 'high maintenance'. which i am. it cost me $2.

91. i'm going through a candle phase.

92. i love retro jackets, the brown suede look with the fluffy cream/white collar. i don't have one yet. i aim to get one when i lose weight.

93. siiiigh. losing weight is the bane of my life.

94. i have a crush on sarah michelle gellar. i CAN'T WAIT to see her in alice.

95. we have air conditioning at our place. it's the first time i've ever had it.

96. i love melbourne. i don't have any desire to live somewhere else. i think it would be cool, but there's no burning desire to leave here.

97. summer is my favorite season.

98. i hate spring the most.

99. i wish australia celebrated halloween.

100. i am so fucking relieved this is over.

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