November 10, 2005 - 7:25 pm the husband and i... are not getting along. two days it's been a silent house. two days of not touching, not talking, avoiding. i'm sitting on the computer, and he's at the ps2. i wish i could smash that fucking machine. i want him to SAY something, but he won't. he won't speak until i do. but i ALWAYS break first. this has been the longest time of living together where we haven't been on good terms. the problem is: he will continue like this, because he is (amazingly) far more stubborn than i am. i am irritational and crazy, but he's so fucking stubborn that i'm sure this awkward silence will never end unless i say something to him. we could divorce because he just won't give in. i always give in! i don't want to this time!! aren't i entitled to that every now and again?
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