December 08, 2005 - 7:29 pm i've been on a training seminar for work these last three days. the upside is that i got to stay in a gaaaawgeous hotel paid by work, drink at an open bar and gossip and hear some shit that i'd never heard before. the downside was that it was kind of like being introduced to a cult... we talked about the realm of being, deciding is like homicide or suicide and you should choose things instead, everything that happens is a story, our future is what makes us - not the past. it was disturbing and confusing and i spent a lot of it doodling on my notebook. some of it was interesting, because i'm generally interested in the that field of self-crap... but even this was a bit odd for me. i did manage to come to the conclusion that i'm fucking weird. i like being in front of crowds and being under pressure, but i hate one on one conversations and small groups were i have to interact with people i don't really know. i would rather talk in front of 100 people i'd barely met with a microphone in my hand than tell the same story to a single person i'm only a work acquaintance of.
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