March 09, 2006 - 6:02 pm scott and i are going to see a friend tonight, but i am more than reluctant to go. i want to sit at home and avoid everyone. the friend vibe is not doing so well with me and i am feeling very, very antisocial. not quite true... i went out with just john and i the other night, which turned out to be a peaceful change. it was very relaxed, great food, nice wine, no paranoia, no games. i keep remembering why he's my best friend... it really is super cool. other than that though, not feeling the greatest around people. work is causing me boredom. it used to be that just friday afternoons, i would be cranky. it's stretched to tuesday afternoons through to friday now. god, i hate my job. my husband is running around and doing stuff for me because i've been frowning for the last few hours. i must go shower him with attention.
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