April 22, 2006 - 5:08 am awake at 5am. SICK. still. but, i went dancing on friday night and i LOVED it. LOVED IT. dancing is so much fun. and we found a place for some decent reliable trance music. the only downside was that it was expensive to get in and impossible to find a place to snort lines. other than that, it was big, they asked people to wear bright, comfy clothes and runners. perfect. i got messages from friends last night to go out. i declined. how responsible. i've been sick for over a week now, and i feel like i'm getting worse. that's not a good way to start a weekend. so i'm at home, awake at 5am because my body rejects sleeping longer than seven hours. the wedding v.2 is starting to enter conversations. already people are saying, "don't you think it would be better to do it this way?" which i am not altogether impressed with. MY DAY! leave me alone. scott made me go through a box of paperwork. i found a card from years ago from an online girl. i have yet to mention it to him, but it has unsettled me. years ago, right? long gone. but if i'd known about it, would we be where we are now? i don't think anything would be the same. i feel betrayed.
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