May 04, 2006 - 4:37 pm scott's mum has asked we pay her back. and this is where i tell my absolute honest and completely selfish feelings. i understand it's wrong, but this is just what i feel. i'm not going to voice these opinions to scott, i'm just venting in my diary. online diary. but scott never reads anything but my livejournal, which is filled with crap. much like this, but shorter. anyway. i'm a bit reluctant to just agree and start paying her random amounts of money. i don't know how much scott owed her before he came over, nor do i know how much he has borrowed since he got here. scott, like most males, is a total mommy's boy. i, however, could give a shit about her, really. i've met her 4-5 times. i never felt like she had any interest in me. don't get me wrong - she's lovely and polite and never gave me the evil eye. buuuut. there's still that feeling of she doesn't really like me, but is far too nice to say so. and there's that whole thing of i stole her youngest son away to australia. i think she might have thought we were rushing into things or i'd forced him into it. but anyone that knows me doesn't think that. only his side of people think that. i don't really know how to make a comment on that. so, yes, i'm a jerk. because what it comes down to is because i don't know her, i don't feel like paying her back. i know we have to, i just don't feel like it. oh, and, happy birthday to my mum. woo!
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