June 17, 2006 - 9:35 am i just had one of the most fulfilling dreams of my life. i am in such a good mood! i confronted previously mentioned friend. it was AMAZING. it was like a release of everything that i have been stewing over, everything that was making me fucking nuts - everything that i felt like i could never EVER say. and like that, it was out of my mouth and i was screaming everything i'd wanted to say... it was a total rush. it ended too quickly. also, in the dream, i smoked weed and flirted with chris noth (mr big from sex in the city) who told me he totally wanted to hang out with me on a regular basis. i don't even like him, but somehow he made an appearance and was into me for unknown reasons. that was really just a bonus to the whole thing. now you're going to tell me to just confront said friend. but i won't. i told you - i said things i can never ever say, things that will remain in the air until someone else blurts it out. mmm. i think i'm going to make french toast for breakfast now.
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