August 09, 2006 - 10:34 pm ha, i just stumbled across the bible diary. my eyes! THEY'RE BURNING! husband is out role-playing with some boys. he is such a dork. i love going to the gym, but i like eating possibly even more. so losing weight is not going particularly well, but i am feeling fitter -- definitely better. i strut around thinking i've lost weight and then see myself in the mirror and freeze in absolute horror. no strutting for me. i love it though. i don't know where this came from. i love the burn, i want the pain that comes from pushing my body. it can be a bit of a struggle getting to the gym every day (like tonight, i had two glasses of wine and plonked on the couch to watch rockstar instead) buuuuut i think it's one of the better choices i have made in a while. i'm going to queensland for 2 weeks in november, sans scott. i thought it was a great idea since he doesn't like to go anywhere and i end up getting annoyed because we're paying for him even though he doesn't want to be there. but now... i don't know what it will be like without him. i know he'll cope fine, snuggling up the warm glow of the playstation every night. but me? i don't know, i've become very dependant on him, which is a little alarming. i haven't been away from him for more than 24 hours in over two years. i'll probably call him every night just so i can hear "uh huh" while he plays madden 2005.
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