October 24, 2006 - 10:50 pm i don't know how often i'm bitter about the lack of friends i have, but it became very VERY aparent to me when i was jotting down a guest list for the wedding v.2 today. i have six months to make some excellent friends (5 or more) otherwise i will be forced to invite my dad and his family just so it looks like i have numbers and not just a tiny pathetic group. my invite count is at 35 at the moment, majority being my family. and! that's me racking my brain thinking of people to come. for fuck's sake. you'd think i'd have made more friends than that, being oh so personable. sigh. now i suppose i am on a friends mission. of course the thought of getting to know a whole group of people turns my insides upside down because it can be so disappointing... and then just fucking annoying! witness my last friendship with the girl getting married to her uncle. she ended up being a total nutcase. arrgghhh. i feel utterly pathetic.
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