November 07, 2006 - 10:32 pm it's weird to be married and have a fight. because it's not a completely serious fight to the point where we're splitting up or anything close, but it's serious enough for him to go to bed without speaking to me. i feel guilty for being angsty about it. it's not a real end everything fight, but jesus fucking christ, he makes me so angry and hurt sometimes that i want to smash his fucking face in. aaaaaaand you know what really gets me? he's fine! he'll just refuse to talk to me. he'll be super cool with everyone else, he'll make jokes and be normal. i will be going INSANE. i will be in an awful mood, i won't be able to focus, i'll obsess about what i'm going to say. i'm going away without him on friday for two weeks. i'll be miserable if i'm not speaking to him, so i have to weight up what's more important - being right or being at peace. at the moment, being right is definitely winning. oh yeah! his ex is emailing as well. HOO-FUCKING-RAY.
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