July 01, 2007 - 7:04 pm

the wedding v.2 is a pain in the ass. who knew how much shit there was to organise! i finally booked in with a dressmaker that i am happy with.

people want to help, but i don't really want it. whenever someone starts asking me questions about it, i get annoyed and don't want anything to do with it. i generally can't process suggestions without thinking they're insults.

and yes, I AM ALREADY MARRIED. i know i don't have to go through with this, but i am, and that makes it all the more annoying.

i am extremely cranky about it all.

here's what i've been saying over and over to people:

it's a black & white themed wedding. guests are only allowed to wear black and/or white.

and i decided i would wear a red dress. no, i don't want a bridesmaids dress, i want a wedding dress. in red. YES! RED. SHUT UP.

husband and i... what? yes. i am married already. we were married overseas. no, i didn't have a big wedding. in fact i got married at a law office and my husband wore jeans. so i wanted a special day.

it is a lot of money for someone that is already married. I KNOW!

JESUS.

i'm not inviting my dad. everyone keeps asking. I AM NOT INVITING MY DAD!

i answer the same questions over and over.

i am extremely cranky.

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